quuiet nights and quiet stars

BLA ART BLA CULTURE BLA FASHION, EAT UP.

I WANT TO STIR THINGS UP TODAY.

i've always been guided by a moto:

the desert keeps its secrets.

you keep yours,

and i'll keep mine.

*STARTSTOPPAUSEPLAY

hold your breath under a tunnel and make a wish.

a note.

tianmu hiking trip

hiking with good friends, is always nice

oh babby babbyyy

i wish all of this in retrospect did not happen. 

exhibit A: a bunch of cocks

exhibit B: the cocked gun.

theres a fine line between which one id rather have.

feel like

feel like feeling japan again.

comeeth oh crimbo

you ever get that feeling you have no time for fashion?

i dont want to study in a grotty english art school.

i dont believe in fate, however in pesimism i am very fatalistic.

15th bday coming soon... where is my peter pan?

the day is for friendships

When he touched me I came,

when he feels me I shiver.

And when he holds me,
I push him away.

The autumn is out,

rolls its leaves into the soil.

Soiled pants .
Bathroom walls.

We travelled and I knew it then,

our love was not to stay.

Waiting games give it all away,

photographs bring shame to time.

xxx

silly girls can write poetry too.

school stress

when life gives you lemons, binge on whipped cream.

or admire morandi.

>><<

cant remember the numbers

7

I miss my british friends.

hongkong school trip last year. 

dear darling,

when will you find me?
sincerly
your bouquet of blues, mouse
xxx

(back in 2006..)

dress:a shop with no name

shoes: evisu

skirt:vintage

accesories: vintage

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walking down the street and a gay guy dressed in leather came up to me thinking i was 18. he said he was looking for a cool person to have a pampering on television on the RICHARD & JUDY SHOW i was sooooo happy. of course i couldnt do it.. - leaving for china on sunday- which was a shame but i felt very priveliged for him to pic me for a tv show. haha...



its funny how oppurtunities happen. and when im older and i have kids i can tell themof my glory days when a certain tv show called richard & judy was around (of course theyd be dead by then) and i almost went on it... life is strange. who knows what desicions could have been made and what changes they would have made. what would have happened if i DID go onthat show? what happens next for people like that?

anyways, now ive put that down (cus i will forget it for sure.)

bordom...
bedroom portraits:

goodbye england
nihao china!

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mouse is my name and oxymorons are my game

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meet me, meet mouse. 14 years old.

I live here, in xuhui district

I am british, not asian.
Origionally from nottignham, but moved to shanghai due to parents work.

this is my blog! please enjoy. : )